someone jealous of my daily life

okay , you know what brotha ? i hate you so damn much ! GRR ! . cause of you , i  feel like in hell so badly . what i want to do? , what happiness can you give me ? , what freedom can i get ? . all can't i get it ! gah ! you are so cruel , don't want see his sister feel happy even per-second . gosh ! why i have big brotha like you . i just like feel want to kill myself today . go brotha go , go your own place and never ever disturd my privacy again ! everytime i saw your face , i close my eyes and say " go  go please go . i hope that man just in my dream and not a reality , when i open my eyes *die . why ? why do you do this to  me ? what's my mistakes ha ? you have mentally problem , i guess so . cause , you're ego . ego ego ! and feel you are better then another people , jealousy make people hate you so so fucking bad . for me , you are big suck brotha ! , hopefully you can go from my daily life as soon as possible :D and make me feel so comfortable and get my perfect life back <3 hope my dream come true :b